Friday, April 29, 2011

Importance

Since life is so damn unpredictable, so what will be your most important thing in life? For me, it will be definitely my family members. Without them, I won't be here today. I'm a family person so yea my 1st priority goes to them :) I can't describe how obvious I can't live without them.

They are the reason why I'm trying hard to achieve things in life and to make them be proud of me. Sometimes, when things don't go the way I wanted them to, however, when one of them said it's okay because he/she knew that I've tried my best. That really made me feel relieved and it did put a smile on my face :)









Thank you for everything, my dearest family members! :)

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Life

I couldn't sleep last night although I tried counting sheep to make myself fall asleep. However, the plan failed so ended up I have been thinking a lot.

Life has its ups and downs. It depends on how you see things and adapt to them. Besides that, it also depends on how you handle those downs in your life. And also how you appreciate the ups in life. Life isn't really about just living but it's about what make you alive. Quote; Live life to the fullest.

Someone told me yesterday, without obstacles in life, your life graph will be flat and there isn't any fluctuation. I believe everything in life especially the downs are the one who make us a stronger person day by day and it changes our perception onto something. It might leave a deep scar in ourselves if the downs are unforgettable and it's sad enough to put you in such a situation. Likewise, time is all you need to heal.

Talking about the truth. Sometimes it's best not to know the truth because hell yeah some truth do hurt that much. But at times, people get curious on wanting to know things that have been hidden for quite some time. Curiosity kills like seriously. Pretending not to know the truth or pretending to don't want to know the truth isn't an easy thing to do especially when honesty is what you concern the most. Trust may be easy to be earned but once broken, it takes years to build back. This does apply to me and yes try to break my trust and you'll see where you are.

How funny when people said something but in the end doing it. Hypocrite much?

Friday, April 22, 2011

One song


What hurts the most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

Sunday, April 17, 2011

I have so much to say by right

*Knock knock anyone here?*

Hello everyone! It have been a while since I last dropped by here. Long time didn't blog already. Since I'm having some free time, why not update something here isn't?

So far life is treating good enough and I couldn't ask for more. Career, family, friends, life and financial matter are good enough I would say. Relationship? Nah don't plan to mention about it. There's nothing I can do about it but just holding back what am I feeling. Let nature takes it course is the sentence that keep me happy and positive. And like some always said, we take things step by step. Oh well!



You know how very special you are :)