*I gonna write down randomly whatever is my mind right now*
Random thoughts running in my mind. Sometimes it's just randomly appear. What you need to think, what you need to do, what you want to do, what people want you to do. Honestly, so many things right? But everyone always say, live life to the fullest. No regrets in life if you could do so.
Have been thinking a lot lately. Couldn't blame me. I'm a thinker. But saying this all out, it doesn't mean I'm not having a good life or a happy life. Indeed, I'm having a good and happy life. Life has make human being to think a lot about it because you only live ONCE. Not like cats which they have 9 lives. Appreciate your lives. And hell yea, appreciate those who are around you.
I'm maybe busy most of the times and I understand I might not spending much time with all my dearest friends and family members. But deep down in my heart, I always missed all of you. Especially my loved ones. Time management is what I need right now. Sincerely sorry.
At some certain times, I wish I could have a break time from everything and just go to somewhere far, places that no one knows me. Enjoy my life there. Relax. Have a kit kat. Chill. Be myself when nobody is around me (Not like I'm not being myself when I'm here) And then come back to be a better person.
Maybe no one can understand what I'm feeling right now. But honestly, I don't even know what's this emotion breakdown or whatsoever.