Sunday, October 05, 2014

Worried!

I don't want to complain. I just want to say things out because I'm sad and grateful at the same time.  


Recently, the husband got really sick and admitted to the hospital for 3days 2nights. Stupid fever that never go away. Never subside but keep increasing. We was so worried that it might be dengue because the place we're staying in have quite number of cases of dengue so yeah. But the test result came out as negative for dengue and we don't know what were the causes of the fever. I was worried sick until couldn't sleep well when he was in the hospital. And yea, I cried *emotional me*

Unfortunately, I was not feeling well when he got really sick. Tried my very best to stay strong for him and take care of him. However, it's very disappointing because I didn't do a great job in taking care of him. Felt so bad and guilty :( 

But he is the most understanding and patient man I ever met. He always put me as the 1st priority instead of himself although he is the sick one. What more could I ask for? He is my everything! 


I love you more and more each day <3 


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